He still doesn't know if it's possible. Humans and kami are different things. Some day, Aki will die and he'll have to carry that familiar weight of grief all over again. These warm, bright, exciting days will end and he'll inevitably return to a familiar, cold, dark, and quiet grave.
He still doesn't know if this is right. A lot of things could go wrong. But if they're like this. If they become like that.
Draping his arms around Aki, pulling himself up, leaning in.
He doesn't need to know everything. If he thinks about himself at the beginning of the year, there were plenty of things he didn't know. A thousand things he never considered. And each time, Aki had been patient, waited, explained, helped him understand.)
Yes. (They can figure this out too.) I want you.
You and all of your time.
(Vision blurry, chest rising and falling, heart pounding, he presses his mouth against Aki's. Slowly, sweetly, lovingly. He loves Aki. He loves him.
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He still doesn't know if it's possible. Humans and kami are different things. Some day, Aki will die and he'll have to carry that familiar weight of grief all over again. These warm, bright, exciting days will end and he'll inevitably return to a familiar, cold, dark, and quiet grave.
He still doesn't know if this is right. A lot of things could go wrong. But if they're like this. If they become like that.
Draping his arms around Aki, pulling himself up, leaning in.
He doesn't need to know everything. If he thinks about himself at the beginning of the year, there were plenty of things he didn't know. A thousand things he never considered. And each time, Aki had been patient, waited, explained, helped him understand.)
Yes. (They can figure this out too.) I want you.
You and all of your time.
(Vision blurry, chest rising and falling, heart pounding, he presses his mouth against Aki's. Slowly, sweetly, lovingly. He loves Aki. He loves him.
Yes, yes, yes.)