(It's hard not to want more when every touch makes him feel so warm. It fills his heart, it makes his chest feel full, and when Aki pulls away, he stays still. He can only look up at him, completely captivated. There's a warmth, there's a softness, and the edge of his mouth starts to turn into a smile.

He leans into the touch and turns his face to kiss his fingers. Wrapping his fingers around his and murmuring into his touch,)

I will always want you.

(He turns back to meet him, chasing another kiss to his mouth and keeping his voice low, quiet, perfectly calm but intimately honest,)

I want you all for myself. (Reaching up to touch Aki's face, fingers tracing his cheek, the line of his jaw, the shape of his mouth,) Especially now.

(And it's in his eyes. He means it. He wants him. He likes him. He loves him. He would give him everything he has. He doesn't want this to stop. The day has barely started and it's one of the best days in his long, miserable life.

"But." But he can't. But he's nervous. But he's sorry.)

Not now. Not when others can interrupt us... or see us. (And he watches Aki carefully, so he can study his reactions, see his response,) I don't want to share myself or you with anyone else.