(Again, he mewls and again, he tries to show restraint. A heat builds up in his center and he tries to still himself, keep himself from thrusting, from tumbling towards the finish before Aki. He wills himself to hold off, to suppress himself until Aki can catch up.
But it's hard. It's so hard. His chest rises and falls with each careful breath and he has to do something. He has to let something out or else he'll explode. So he cries out,)
Aki... Aki!
(None of his cool, none of his posturing, just pure desire and fervor. He's close. So close and his fingers slip, giving some relief as he speaks,)
You don't ha- (ah) have to swallow. This is e-enough. This is--!
(He can barely finish before a tremble runs through him. He feels so aware of everything. His mouth on his cock, his tongue against it, every nerve in his own body, a ringing in his ears that makes it so impossible to think. He has to brace himself with his other hand on the bed and even then, he feels like he might give way at any moment and he looks down at Aki, gold eyes bright and wet and searching madly for a sign.
Not without him. He won't come without him and the moment he has his sign. The moment he doesn't have to hold back anymore, he'll release.)
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But it's hard. It's so hard. His chest rises and falls with each careful breath and he has to do something. He has to let something out or else he'll explode. So he cries out,)
Aki... Aki!
(None of his cool, none of his posturing, just pure desire and fervor. He's close. So close and his fingers slip, giving some relief as he speaks,)
You don't ha- (ah) have to swallow. This is e-enough. This is--!
(He can barely finish before a tremble runs through him. He feels so aware of everything. His mouth on his cock, his tongue against it, every nerve in his own body, a ringing in his ears that makes it so impossible to think. He has to brace himself with his other hand on the bed and even then, he feels like he might give way at any moment and he looks down at Aki, gold eyes bright and wet and searching madly for a sign.
Not without him. He won't come without him and the moment he has his sign. The moment he doesn't have to hold back anymore, he'll release.)